You Belong With Me Entry #4

THIS ONE IS SUPER LONG CUZ I OWE YOU GUYS 😀

He squeezes her hand as they walk pass me down the hallway. I mentally rolled my eyes because he’s staring at me, staring as my eyes are glued to them gliding through the halls, couple of the year. Mental eye roll on cue and he’s still staring at me. You’re walking with your GIRLFRIEND, what is wrong with you?? Piece of shit male, enjoying the best of both worlds. I feel my face begin to twitch. About a week ago we had sex…..actual penetration sex…..with my best fri….fuck that, I don’t even know what we are anymore. He’s still staring at me, doesn’t anyone else notice that? My face feels tense as my thoughts, and the emotions I display aren’t adding up. He smiles at me and makes head on collision with a classroom door, I burst out in laughter. Serves you right I thought, pleased with this outcome while everybody else seemed clueless as to how it happened. Kristina smiles a cute smile and kisses his forehead while he looks at her with affection in his eyes before kissing her cheek and sending her off to class. He makes a U turn with a look on his face like a man on a mission……he’s heading toward me. I had kept his gaze up until he walked into that door, totally unaware that I’d turned all the way around.

“What’s so funny?” he smiles at me and I looked up at him with a look that said “don’t ask stupid questions.

“And she doesn’t speak” he says before brushing some loose hairs behind my ear with his fingers. It’s electric. That simple touch sends chills down my spine and I remember how much I love him. My temperature rises as my mind begins to play out all that happened at his house last week….the touch that sent my body tightening with pleasure, the sounds that made breathing harder….I  look up at him

“You walked into a door you idiot” I chuckle and quickly look down at my feet.

“I don’t even know how that happened…but anyway, I wanted to invite you over on Friday night” he bit his lip in an innocent way, bad habit of his, but my eyes became fixed on his mouth.

“I was thinking we’re..” spending too much time together….say it….OUT LOUD. I look up in his eyes, I see a need. Like when he used to come to my house at 1 in the morning to talk about some stupid girl or his parents’ divorce. A need like when we’d just sneak out to go hang out by the beach…a need for his best friend. “umm…what’d you have in mind?” FUCK.

His eyes lit up “just chilling. Mom and Sam miss you so maybe dinner first”

“Sounds good” I smiled a genuine smile, I’d do anything for Damon…..which will be the end of me.

Books slam shut, chairs scrape on the concrete floors, bags hastily taken from their places and students rising in a hurry. The last bell rings and its Friday, we’re just looking to get out of the classroom.

“Sarah!” someone calls from the back of the class, Its Alyson. She gets up and her long dark hair bounces as she skips toward me, such a perky little thing. “soooo, tomorrow I’m having a sleepover at my place, just a few close friends and I miss you, you should come” she frowns in the midst of her ramble and I miss her too

“Oh Aly, I miss you too, you’ve just been so busy with all that mom-moving-away-getting-myself-together stuff, guess we kinda fell off”

“I know, and I feel horrible about it so say you’ll come?” I nod and she squeals with glee as she hugs me tight. I really do miss her. All summer, she was hardly here, travelling with her mom across the world and when she did come back she had to settle herself in a new apartment by herself because her mom, the drifter, decided she wanted to live in France with her new husband(which she met that same summer in France). Aly got so busy and I was fighting my own demons in the form of what used to be my best friend.

“So come over at like 7 ok?”

“Yea sure Aly” She smiled hard and skipped along when I noticed Jason looking up at me. “Come on” I say as I gesture for him to get up. You see, I’ve always preferred the company of boys and Jason is one of the few decent ones I still know. He’s cool, but no replacement for Damon, dear old Damon Forbes, friend of 8 years, more recently known as fore-play boy toy and virginity taker. I’m lost in my thoughts as we leave the classroom and we’re joined by Casey and Brad. I guess you could call this my crew. We’re headed to “The Spot” a few blocks down from school where we usually hang out.

Laughs and Nostalgia fill the air as I open the door to “The spot”, lots of people I know are here and we trade friendly smiles and then I feel a current run through me…Damon’s here. I smile and glance around the room, there he is. And from where he sits he looks harmless, like my best friend Damon and I wave as he motions for us to come over. I told everybody to go ahead so I could get a smoothie. Kristina walks by and I eye her as she heads where I know I would be seated right now had I not stopped to order something. She makes space beside Damon and he kisses her cheek while eyeing me. How fucked up can you be, your girlfriend is in front of you. I roll my eyes…in real life this time and suddenly the pace of my heart starts to quicken. They’re so close…him and her. Poor thing has no idea he’s cheating on her…with me…. And I suddenly feel the muscles in my belly begin to clench. My whole body starts feeling funny and I just need to leave, how can I be in the same space with both of them? I’m a horrible person. Allowing him to kiss and touch me behind closed doors while he parades around with her in the open. And she’s so damn oblivious, has she never seen how he’s positioned when he talks to me in the hallways? The look in his eyes? Is she stupid? My subconscious knocks me over the head. You can’t insult the girl whose man you’re screwing around with. “He was mine first” the world slip out of my mouth without a thought and I gasp. A deadly mixture of guilt, jealousy, loss and confusion come over me and I hear my middle name called “Ophelia” it rings in my ears and I look over. Damon of course. He gets up to walk over and I get up aimed for the door, eyes on him, but stuck in my tracks “Where are you going” I hear Kristina whine and he turns around to tend to her. I dash for the front door, not looking back. THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?

At home, I say good evening to everyone and head straight o my room, bolting the door, dropping my bag on the floor and dragging myself over to the bed to fall into it. A huge sigh escapes me. What am I doing? My eyes well up and I reach for my phone to text Jason to tell everyone about the bad milk from school and how I was feeling awful and had to leave. Through tear filled eyes I see on my screen that I have a message. Another sigh. It’s from Damon. I close the screen to deal with Jason first.

“Jase, so sorry I left. Bad milk in the cafeteria has me all sorts of messed up, tell everyone I’m sorry I had to go”

Blah. Now to open that other message. I turn over on my belly and a teardrop falls, I wipe my face then open the message

*:(*

A hiss escapes my lips. What? I fling the phone to the other side of the bed and scream into my pillow. HE ALWAYS DOES THIS. PULL SOME SHIT LIKE HE DOESN’T HAVE HIS OBLIVIOUS BUT TOTALLY SWEET…at least I think she’s sweet I dunno her….GIRLFRIEND TO COMFORT HIM. TO MAKE OUT WITH IN SECRET PLACES, TO WHISPER IN HER EAR, TO FUCK.

I grunt hard. Why is he like this? And why do I feel completely compelled to reply? Because I want to make him happy? Why do I still want to do that? After all the shit he put me through this summer…why am I still so in love with my best friend. Tears start coming slowly as I search for my phone without raising my head. I feel it and I curl up in a ball as I contemplate how to reply:

*What did I do now? :s*

Almost instantly *you left when I called to you*

*Oh..uhh, didn’t jase tell you?*

*Bullshit..U didn’t have milk during lunch*

I start to reply before I realize we didn’t have lunch together, how does he know that?

*How do you know that?*

*I just do ok. Why’d you bail?*

*Umm..what’d u want me to do>*

*Hello? I was coming to talk to you*

I’m suddenly angry again

*What? Your girlfriend was right there*

*So?*

*So? So? Never mind*

If he couldn’t reason that out why should I tell him?

*What?*

*Never mind, just in one of my moods*

*-raises eyebrow- I’ll get it out of you. Anyways, still coming tonight or do you have the runs :P*

*I have no runs. I’m coming nowhere with you*

*Babe? :(*

*Ugh….must you always give me that face?*

*Yes cuz I want u to come to dinner*

*Invite Kristina*

*Lol no*

*Why not*

*Why do you always bring up Kristina? :s*

I wait a whole half hour before replying

*Yea…see you at 8.*

I must be as crazy as him :/..

IT SEEMED LONGER IN MS WORD 😐 LOL ANYWHOO..UMM THIS IS ME TRYING TO GIVE THE STORY SUBSTANCE, DON’T WORRY, THRE’LL BE MORE SEX SCENES TO COME YOU FIENDS BUT YOU GOTTA HAVE BACKGROUND! HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY 🙂 and comments are welcome, constructive criticism is even more than welcome .

xoxo♥

YOU BELONG WITH ME Part 3

Her body tingled with want, desperation and she pulled his shirt over his head as they stopped kissing for one tenth of a second. Damon bit his lip as he looked down on her…he needed this. He slid himself back down between her legs, planting soft kisses on her neck as he reached his right hand up to her breast, cupping them. Sarah let out a deep breath and looked up to the ceiling, “HOW MUCH LONGER??” she thought. She pushed him to the opposite end of the couch so she could be on top then unbuttoned her blouse with haste as she looked him in the eyes…

“I just need to fuck her, fuck her and i’ll be over this” Damon thought as he saw skin being revealed as each button opened. “Just need to fuck her” he kept saying to himself, but did he really mean it? A sudden heat came over his whole body as she began to grind on his male parts, his face flushed as an even harder erection came on “…Sarah” he said as nervousness came over him, she put a finger over his lips, if he spoke he’d ruin it, she wanted to give herself to him, the guy with the girlfriend, the guy who she had no reasons as to why he ever transitioned from just a friend, she had no idea what she was about to do…

She pecked his cheek, then left a trail of kisses from his chest…to his stomach…to right above his shorts then looked up at him. “Now or never sarah..” her mind told her but as she looked up and saw his phone lighting up across the room. “i bet thats her texting him” nothing about her expression changed, she looked down at Damon, he was still too into what was going on to notice if the earth had just opened up beside him. She continued. “fucking lying piece of shit” she thought smiling as she went in to kiss him ” how much more screwed up can we get?” She lifted his hand and rested it on her right breast before reaching down into his shorts. his erection…perfect…hard as she had ever felt it and she began to stroke it as he massaged her breast. “let me put it in…” he whined, like every other time they had reached this point, except this time she wasn’t shying away. 

“I said shut up” sarah said and damon looked at her taken a back but slightly more turned on. He pushed her back to the other side of the couch in their original position where he cupped her breast and made circle around her nipple with his tongue while his other hand roamed every curve of her body. “she’s making this happen?” he thought to himself as he tugged reluctantly on her shorts and she played in his hair, he looked up at her before tugging again, then she eased up and slid it off. He kissed her navel then used his teeth to clench the side of her underwear before taking it off. WETNESS. That sticky wet stuff that a guy longed to place his fingers or dick in. “a finger on her clit and she fidgeted “I love you” he whispered “beautiful lies…” she thought, as he entered her and a plethora of emotions ran across her face, her eyes welling up, but no tears…never shed a tear

You belong with me Entry #2

Sarah’s eyes began to sting from the tears that wouldn’t come, she was thinking about him again, about how much she needed him but he didn’t seem to need her. She stared at her phone “come on sarah, do happy, you’re happy, you have a boyfriend that loves you and everything is perfect”….”I’m awesome :)” she replied in a text as the sending animation came up with Damon’s name under it. She shook her head and laughed in disgust at herself “what the fuck is wrong with me?” Her phone screen lighted up “Thats great 🙂 I miss you so much babe”-Damon…Sarah rolled her eyes with disdain but replied “I miss you too :(” because as horrible as she felt she did miss him, too much as always

“I miss you too :(” Damon read it and sighed, he knew she meant it more than he did. “so movies saturday?” another text came in, Kristina. “of course baby” he replied to kristina before falling back into bed and just staring at the ceiling. What was he doing? “whoo told me to fall in love with my best friend?” he thought, “how can i keep this casual when i cant take my mind off her, but i can’t just leave kristina….Sarah knows we’re still just friend” He assured himself before replying to her message. “well dont miss me much longer, come see me :)” and that she did….

“give me the remote” Sarah screamed as she lunged at Damon, he moved out of the way and she fell in the couch. Damon burst out laughing as she looked up with vengeance in her eyes “ughh you’re the most annoying person in the world you know that?” she said it smiling and he walked up to her slowly, holding the remote above his head. “This remote?” he said coyly as she got up giving him a menacing look dead in the eyes….he pecked her lips and her eyes widened only slightly. He jeered her to take it but she just continued her stare until he was off guard then she jumped and got it “Aha” now go away so i can watch something sensible”
“go away huh?” he replied moving infront of her
“I cant see the tv”
“I dont mind”
“Damon…move”
Before she knew it he was hovering over her in the couch. She stared uncomfortably at the screen and he look her up and down like a piece of meat, she could feel it and her body began to tingle with desire. He kissed her left cheek which was turned upward and a smile crept upon her lips as she turned to face him. He moved in slowly and planted a passionate kiss….thats all he needed to do. Soon enough Sarah’s hands were at the back of his neck as her tongue parted his lips. Their eyes locked tightly as a surge of tempation, wanting, pure uncompromised LUST went through their bodies and he positioned himself over her, between her legs. She moved her hands to take off his shirt and began to dig in his back as muffled moans escaped her lips…..

You belong with me…

“I just wanna stick my dick inside your wet pussy” Damon said ever so quietly as if it were a simple wish, nothing unheard of. Sarah stared into his eyes because he was so composed, he had done this countless times before….but so had she, had sex I mean, so why was she so nervous?
See Damon was different for her, she told him she was a virgin because she honestly believed her first time was a mistake. They had been at this place before, him saying these things and she pretending not to want it as badly, but this time, she just couldn’t think straight. “Uhmm, i don’t wanna do this” she whispered as he looked at her puzzled, this wasn’t her regular pretense before he gently slid a finger inside her, he saw fear in her eyes. Damon kissed her lightly then held her in his arms as her brain exploded with thoughts “why I am I so totally in love with someone who’s not mine…why am I so weak? why can’t i just leave?” Damon sat oblivious to the torment going on in Sarah’s head, she cried on the inside at how far they had gone previous times, how far they would go and how she could do nothing about it because she was too in love with him to ever do anything but give in to his charm…..

My almost cliche love story drama. usually hate reading this genre but i think my version might be pretty awesome 🙂 leave me comments so i can know if i should continue or what to change, thank youuuu :*